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Sunday, July 22, 2007

730 pm mass.. half hoping na walang pasok bukas dahil sa SONA. at dahil hindi ko pa din nababasa ang harrypotter book...

730 mass, alone. sa pink church. thought i needed time para magcontemplate. adik. kasi si cholo, went to the 630 mass with the family. kaya ayon. dapat 2 beses siya magsisimba kaya lang di na siya pinayagan ni tita at baka lumagpas pa siya sa langit.

and so there i was standing in the uber crowded pink church.

waiting... still waiting for him. kahit alam kong hindi siya pupunta. i can be really bitchy at times.

735- no sign of him
740- still no sign of him
759- waiting...
8- napapaiyak na ko. sent him a message "pag di ka nagpunta dito, dito na ko sa simbahan hanggang di mo ko sinusundo"
820- there he was claiming to be my forever

tama na cornee na...

* daddy wants to meet me na. natatakot ako.. may invitation na ko por lunch. patay

9:05 PM