730 pm mass.. half hoping na walang pasok bukas dahil sa 
SONA. at dahil hindi ko pa din nababasa ang harrypotter book...
730 mass, alone. sa pink church. thought i needed time para magcontemplate. adik. kasi si cholo, went to the 630 mass with the family. kaya ayon. dapat 2 beses siya magsisimba kaya lang di na siya pinayagan ni tita at baka lumagpas pa siya sa langit.
and so there i was standing in the uber crowded pink church.
waiting... still waiting for him. kahit alam kong hindi siya pupunta. i can be really bitchy at times.
735- no sign of him
740- still no sign of him
759- waiting...
8- napapaiyak na ko. sent him a message "pag di ka nagpunta dito, dito na ko sa simbahan hanggang di mo ko sinusundo"
820- there he was claiming to be my forever
tama na cornee na...
* daddy wants to meet me na. natatakot ako.. may invitation na ko por lunch. patay
9:05 PM