so depress. sound trip + chocolate obsession to drown away depression...
cross it off my list. the puerto trip + the PSP
i don't want to complain. maybe i didn't do my best. but before i accept failure, i have to shift the blame. i get good grades. i don't spend my college life wasted. (like my other hs friends.) i have a choice you know. i'm a good student. a good daughter...
but f*ck... what more do they want???
the bitch doesn't have to earn it. she has everything she wants. all she have to do is invent an alibi and *poof* she gets what she wants...
i have to work my ass off for this. for what?
i don't have a mac ibook. neither a 4gig ipod. this was the first time i ever asked for anything. first time i wanted something. and i have to earn it. major disappointment when i didn't get it. missed it with a few effin' points.
FUCK. heavens i want to die. after i exerted a lot of effort...
if i have to spend all my effin' money for a PSP. i will.
P.S.
to that super duper cool teacher who gave me a 2.0 for psych 10, eff up!! i know i did my best. i passed all my requirements on time and you didn't heard a single complain from me. I AM WORTH MORE THAN A DOS...
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